Why did I call patient patient? Well, as you can see how do I look? We don't call ourselves disable ( but we used the disable restrooms) but less mobile. After the surgery, the doctor urge us to really stay in bed and rest for several weeks. In these days, the feeling of depression, insecurities and hopelessness struck us. We were emotionally unstable, sad and even angry why we did a surgery. Everything is unpleasant! The pain, the swelling, the side effects of medicines we took that is more than we were used to was unbearable. However, it made all of us to slow down, ponder and seek His heart. It lured us when our guests were busy planning to have shopping for Christmas, planning what to cook and bake and wrapping gifts and etc. We also wanted to do the same but we can't. Oh, how we could just stand and walk and run to do the same and enjoy the joy of walking normally, could run as fast as we could, but we can't! Now goes the ability to supress restlessness or to persevere and wait diligently the things we desire called patience.
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